Sunday, November 20, 2005
so sianx. now at my grandma's hse. grandfather's birthday mahx... always felt so out of place here... hais...
the past four days were all working days. but now only four days left le... i really can't bear to leave that place. so many memories, happy or sad. but i really did make lotsa great friends dere. will really really miss the days :((
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just finish watching er mo zai shen bian. its a nice show lar. both leads are cute. i like rainie yang in the show, she's so cute. hahas... the storyline not bad... although its a typical ou xiang ju.
i'm having a mix feeling. i'm quite amazed by how my life is this year. looking back, everything is so amazing. i always thought that such stuff only happen in novels and tv shows, nv thought that it will happen in my life. but somehow, i grew stronger le bahx.
to tell you the truth, i'm quite lost now. last time, we only have to sit for exams and worry for the result and wait for everyday to pass. now, i have gotten wad i wan. but, i still felt lost and uncertain. few months back, when i tot my life is totally perfect and filled w happiness, smtg strucked and took my happiness away. and now, when the 'thunderstorm' is going to be over, although i'm quite exhausted but i'm still happy w my life. but still, the uncertainness. where i'm going in life. and i'm turning 18 nx year. hais...
sleeping soon le.
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